it could happen

Well I decided that I would give this old blog a chance .... so I gave it a bit of a makeover. At least it's something right? Hopefully posts will be on the way soon.

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Alright, as you probably can tell … I am horrible at blogging. But here is a much needed update for those few faithful followers (this is for you mom).

I’m sorry that I have been away for a long time. Tony is currently away and so my boredom is probably the only reason this post is coming to you now. Tony came home from deployment, we drove back to Virginia, and got everything we own out of storage and settled into an apartment. Shortly after arriving Tony was put on night duty with security so therefore I spent way to many nights awake instead of asleep. It was a great rhythm until I was asked to help baby-sit a wonderful little man named Daniel (he was 6 weeks when I first started watching him). Then I decided it would benefit everyone if I changed my sleep schedule again so that I wasn’t tired and ornery all the time. So I did.

Since then I have stopped watching Daniel … even though it was the greatest time of my life. Especially since it made me feel like I was a mother (kind of) and made me realize that I could be a mother (kind of). No this is not an announcement. I have now been spending every moment that I have with Tony (when he is not away on work-ups), since that time will soon come to an end. He is deploying again in March. So we will be making the long trek home again. Only this time it will be a happier trek, well I hope. Only a few days after we pull into Utah we will be sealed as an eternal family, and I cannot wait.

So, I don’t know how long it will take me to write my next post. Hopefully, I can stay on top of it this time. Even though I really doubt that will happen. Mainly because I am not a great writer and am completely scatter-brained the majority of the time. I feel like this blog is just like all of the journals I have … only the first few pages are written in and the majority if that writing is when I was sad or mad … or bored. I’ll try and work on I though.